Are you a Healer?
Do you have faith?
This question is vital for you to get clarity on.
Faith is knowing, Truly knowing Spirit. You may say The Universal Consciousness, God, Higher Guidance or Divine Intelligence or something else, That doesn't matter. It is faith in a higher unseen power that is important.
Your own Higher Self is at play in your world and in your healing practise. Knowing rather than hoping or liking the idea of that is real faith.
For me knowing is a deep sense that is unwavering and has big Clarity. It has no need to be questioned,
You may have faith in some areas and not others. Explore that.
If you are healing from a place of curiosity that is ok, Know this and be clear on it. Doubt may be beneficial as your healing journey evolves. If this is the case allow your self minutes sometimes where you are a clear channel and your ego is out of the way so you know what that feels like.
The ego wants to protect us. If and when we know we are safe in our own Higher Powers hands Real Magic begins to occur in our healing work. (and in our Life!)
The kind of magic that is possible when a higher Light vibration of Real Love is involved.
I encourage you to honestly explore your faith.